This is one of the few rare times now that I finally opened “windows live writer” and start typing..
First and foremost, CONGRATS TO DHSGE FOR BEING THE ONE AND ONLY JC CAT TO ATTAIN GOLD WITH HONOURS IN SYF!!! I am really glad for them! So randomly happy though I was not in any part of the preparation process. Just really proud of DHSGE!!!
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Now that my next two years are more or less confirmed, i can start planning and executing my various stuffs. Contented with my new vocation. Since it is at Hendon, I got two straight buses from home. Despite so, transportation bills can be really a pain to the wallet. A single trip there will cost $1.11. To and fro will be $2.22. With a rough gauge of about 23 trips per month, it will choke up to a cost of $51.06!!! Gosh! OUCH! Furthermore, if we happen to miss the cookhouse timing, we will have to eat at the canteen with be additional stress on the limited pay. X.x
Having spent about 4 going 5 months in green, I got to say I got more or less adapted to military life. Despite not being in the typical combat route, the military way is sure different from what i have experienced so far. I have no qualms about serving the nation but I often wish that my two years of national service will be efficiently utilized. In my opinion, it would be best if everyone can be put to contribute significantly to the nation within the term. By which I meant not wasting time stoning. I suppose the organization has its many limitation but I believe that there are still lots of rooms for improvement.
Being still an OJT, there are lots of things which i have and can learn from my seniors. the seniors sure know their stuff and i come to understand that one day i will too be couching and providing help to my eventual juniors [since i am currently the last one to ORD in the team]. There are lots of things that can be planned in. Swimming, running, gym, mug, etc.. Got to start getting busy.Staying in for duty can be either very boring or tiring. But either of it, it will surely very lonely.
There will be many times when the word “by right” and “by left” will appear. I found myself to be largely a by right person who have a strong believe for staying in the right side of life. But i come to realise that when things are not as by right as it already is, then got to just do the left way. Shrugs..
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I find this song really nice.
梁静茹 - 用力抱着
我心里也有的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的
决心分好了 这一次非你不可...
如果这不是爱 那有过的 是什么
寂寞是你 像个贝壳
闭上眼 你倔强地捂住伤痕
背对背地坐着
我们用沉默在拉扯
看谁会先输掉拔河
爱我是你不够严格
总忘了能够牵手多么难得
我不怕生命有挫折
不怕回忆会有皱褶
没有你 所有放弃
我不愿意负荷
你心里有多少忐忑
交给我去用力抱着
双手快有了
或许能唤起你的不舍
有一天我们伤的心会愈合
心里的忐忑 抱着慢慢就会好的
感动都有了 还有什么不认可
不知我们把爱给走成了坎坷
多少恋人不费唇舌
在一起却说服彼此不适合
我懂得生命有皱褶
懂得爱会失去光泽
只是在你怀里时 快乐地抉择...
你心里有多少忐忑
交给我去用力抱着
双手快有了 或许会唤起你的不舍
有一天我们伤的心会愈合
心里的忐忑 抱着慢慢就会好的
感动都有了 还有什么不认可...
不知我们把爱给走成了坎坷...
我心里也有的忐忑
曾经你也勇敢抱着
思念还有的 传着我无法对你割舍
相信我们哀伤的心会愈合
心里的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的
决心分好了 这一次非你不可
如果这不是爱 那有过的 是什么
Sometimes i wonder how many failures are sufficient to trade for one success… Or are there stuffs in the world which one is just not cut for doing it…
