My way…

Got out of home since 9am. Kinda amazed how we managed to stay outside for so long. But AYE! Sunday IS family day!! Hahaha. Dad's flying off this Monday to China, a business trip lasting 3days. Gonna miss dad. Mom said dad chose to go during holidays so that he can still fetch me to school on weekdays during sch term. 感动! Aye. 这世上最伟大的还是父母给与孩子的爱.. there is seriously no way we can repay these debts huh? When we grow older, just when we thought that we are going to have time and resources to take of them, they are already old. 所以唯一能做的就是别辜负他们对我的期望.. that's the least I can do huh?

 

Heard about the lawyer who died? I just did in the car. The lawyer who did lots of charity work and yet neglected his health. I salute to this guy and this is how I want to lead my life, lead it in such a way which I will have no regrets, lead the way which I can answer to myself. Told mom that what stressed me most is answering to others, cause most of the things I do, I have given serious thought to it and hence I can usually answer for my own actions and yet I don't exist in this world alone [I don't wish it is so either]. Haha! I just realised that the more stress I become, the more positive I will start to think. Go crazy, do stupid things and laugh at myself. Mom and dad made me promise that I will take care of my health while I focus on all of my work. Dad said I'm like a workaholic. Haha. I don't deny that. In fact, if I were to set myself into doing something, I will make sure that I will do that thing as well as I can and also try to enjoy the process. Hence, it does seem like I enjoy working. After all, what's the point of doing things in a sulky mood? The process is more important than the result. I do think of it this way, yet the cruel society focus almost totally on the results. Take major exams results for example; good grades, good job. Lousy grades? Too bad. They won't care how good you may have been in the pass. They won't care about how you study. What's more? They will NVR care about your personal character or values. Without a certificate, don't even think of getting pass the first checkpoint to an interview. Thus, it does seem like results ultimately means more than a person's character huh? Thinking back, my only subject for O level is seriously a let down. Totally shocked by it. I have totally let everyone including myself down. Haiz. But it don't stop here. In fact, I got a phobia for exams after that but aye. Got to pick myself up and move on. What a painful lesson and I hope that it will NVR happen again. At least I can try my best to prevent it from happening. Mug hard. Talking about mugging, no matter how much I long to start, I seem to have no time! Seem like a bad excuse huh? Oh, this is holiday and you got no time? What a joke. I though so too. But indeed, holidays seem to be a lot busier than I have expected it to be. Nonetheless, I enjoy what I'm doing. I will start work soon.

 

I think the greatest achievement I got was to QUIT VIDEOGAMING! Credits given to MOE's PROJECT WORK syllabus. Videogames or most entertainments are synonyms to "drugs". It is a really crude way to put it but it is kinda true. Think of it this way, whenever you engage in something entertaining, your mind is stimulated and pleasure surge through you. Yet they are all momentary. After that, you feel more tired and weary and the stimulated mind make you crave for more of these chemicals that make-you-feel-good. Hence leading you to the possibility of addiction.

 

没有地球太阳还是会绕。人就是那么的渺小.. live life to the fullest!! Though it is judgmental, lead it the way you deem it to be best. Quote danz: slow down and take note of the scenery. At the very end of the day, looking back, if you can say 'aye, I have done well', then I think it's mission accomplish!

 

[of course, after that phrase, there is always a follow up of 'but I can always do even better!']

 

I was wondering when I was at my bed yesterday.. what happen if a girl [if you are a guy] or guy [if you are a girl] you like happen to be of the same sex as you? LOL! Super random huh??!! Will you still like the person? Realized that a person will be attractive if you decide that the person is so. And it works the other way to. Hmm..Moving on to 仁爱huh?? Haha! Love all beings around you!! Lolz!

 

That should be the way ba.. x.X pardon the reborn me..