value time.. both pass and present..

despite thinking over this issues frequently, i dont think i mention anything like this here huh? Well, perhaps i did but never mind, shall do it again [if i did].

 

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on the side note, i dont think many people, if any will be visiting this site so i decided make posting something here as some form of bedtime activity... since the doc ask me not to do anything taxing to the mind before i sleep. This is not too taxing i suppose.. HAHA..

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Well, this topic resurfaced when i was mugging with XinZi after school, or rather, after GP paper 2. I guess most of us would have thought through this same issue many times, especially at times when we feel that we could have do something better if we have a 2nd chance. But sadly, we do not have such a luxury. And even if we were given a second chance, it doesnt erase the fact that we had used up the first. Thus it does seem ideal to turn back the clock and do the necessary changes huh? Yet personally, i do not think that the issue is as simple as that of drawing with pencil and eraser; erase the errors and redraw..

 

I see the past as necessary. We need the pass experience to learn and finally come to a conclusion [whether immediate or after some thought] that this way of handling the issue is apt or not. If not, how then do we come to regret what we have done or what we have chose to do? So does going back to the past and altering it means losing that valuable lesson learnt? If it's so, then i think the trade off is not worth it. More often than not, we tend to insist on our own ways till the result is felt and only then do we learn to regret. Seems like "feeling is believing" huh?

 

OK! The drug is getting the better of me now. Guess i got lots of sweeping statements in the above argument but at least i am quite sure my stand is clear. Hence value time, past, present and even, future. Treasure the memories of the past, the mundane routine of the present and emo about the supposing ideal future..  All in all, be forward looking and move on, disturb not but be comforted that you have the debris of the pass mistakes to cushion your next fall. Let's not be caught by how i should have better done it or rather how can i better get it done the next time.

 

yupz! the ability to manipulate time.? Cool! But simply too complex and dangerous for individuals to handle.. well, for me at least. looking back, imagine like if you step out of school later than usual, the people you meet will change accordingly.. in fact, everything changed.. Guess that's the little fun we get in life huh?

 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

 

Time trial for chem students tomorrow!!! 加油！Ah.. about 3 more weeks to prelims.. NONO!! i am not exactly confident yet. >.<

 

alright.. to  crawl back into my bed.. perhaps ligands will be tonight's dream topic?  Quite interesting.. I hope =)