On my way to school..

Woah cool! Just finished reading the economics articles we are supposed to read for h1 lesson today. =) Now I am sitting in dad's car and typing a post. A short one I suppose.

 

Was kinda relieved. This week is still progressing fine. I thought that I will have physics ACTUAL spa and biology mock spa today. HENG sia. Both were postponed. =)=) great sia. Don't really have any confidence in spa yet. Especially bio spa. I am still scoring a grade D for spa. Gee. Need to change from a grade D to A in like 2 practises and the 3^rd will be the actual le [and I have no idea how I am going to go about writing conclusions yet. >.<

 

Will not be frequenting the net so often le. Shall practise self-restrain. Sunday was totally wasted. So much so that I decided to end my day at 8plus, going to 9. Was reading "6 most important decision…" cannot remember the full name, but it is by the same author as the book "7 habits of highly effective teens". Great books. Highly recommended. I realised that I need to work on muy time management sia. So was thinking why buddy days are all so productive. Hmm. Then I though perhaps I don't have my com there to stray my focus. Thinking back, going online and talking to people also means disturbing others. XP

 

 

Haha. Another day! Now back in dad's car and on the way to school. =) felt kinda accomplished yesterday as I did not went to use the computer and also managed to finish 2 homework in 1 hour. But still, I failed to go to sleep at 9. Gee. By the time I reach home and by the tiem I finished eating, I was already 10 minutes to 9. =.=

 

Got back physics test yesterday. 1^st test result to be returned. Not particularly good but aye, still pass ba. Trying to convience myself that it is a relatively good start and shall work harder to improve from there. Flipping through the dates for these coming weeks, realised that there are various assessments from SPAs to tests. >.< now buddy team s considering buddy weekend instead of buddy day. Haha. Seems like work have gotten the better of us. Yesterday morning was special. The teachers and some JHSCs made love letters/egg rolls [how baojia puts it; direct translation from 蛋卷]. So first we got to sit down, on the track. Only then did I realized that the track was really WET!!! Gosh. My laptop case got wet. Z.Z and next on the list [to get wet], was my pants. So we were running around school with wet asses. LOL. As for the loveletters, there are a few with lucky slips of papers which allow you to claim a present, from DHS dolls to DHS models to DHS magnets. Cool. And I remember that I got this rather black loveletter, with no letter inside. Nonetheless, it was and interesting experience. Many thankz to the teachers and SHSCs. It was indeed lovely of them to make loveletters. Was chionging to physics lecture, when I caught sight of some lower secondary students picking up the bits of loveletters on the floor. This act is seriously commentable. =) good job people!!!

 

Still learning how to maximize my 24 puny hours. Admire people who can make the same 24 hours really sufficient. Many thankz for dad to help me save time. Talking about time, was discussing about the possiblilty of travelling faster than time with Daniel on buddy day then. Actually not jus about faster but hack to the point of what is time, etc. Really chim. Shall not elaborate anymore.

 

 

 

Lots of stuffs to be done!! Move on!! WOOSH! At least now the scoreboard is up. Thankz CMS!! Today will be a superbly long day. SC meeting shift to today. Meaning that it will start at about 6+ and end about 8+?? =) 加油everyone!!

 

 

 

Oh yar.. must reach school then can post cuz no internet in the car. =X

Breakdown catalysted..

Woah. Back at home at last! Hmm. Have been reaching home kinda late [as always]. But got to be grateful that dad can fetch me home if lessons happen to end late and meet his time to leave the office.

 

Gee. My backache is KILLing me. Gosh. It hurts whenever I move my right hand, whenever I bend forward to eat, whenever I open my mouth [yes, it is linked] and whenever I take deep breathes. Symptoms of aging huh? LOL! Jing wen commented that I am like an old man. HAHA! Perhaps sia. Aching everywhere. I suppose enzyme stress [cant think of any way to make it end with a "-ase"] is catalysing the process of aging. Bet my telomeres are shortening at a rate faster than norm.. oh yar. Talking about bio, it was kinda comical during GP as Mr Sng made the address about declaring a day in feb, which is suppose to be the bio test date, a holiday. Superbly funny. The whole class cheered and just after that, Mr Sng commented, "I can hear the cheers". Hahaha. Very apt.

 

Chem test wise was really depressing. Guessed that I have yet to internalise the reactions and conditions. Furthermore, application is another thing altogether. Argh. Chemistry is suppose to be those you see the question and you should be able to have at least a little idea on how to go about doing the questions, but I got not a single clue. Also realised that all the equations that I formally remembered, or at least I thought that I remembered, were all jumbled up. X.x But aye, it's over. Will be a miracle if I can even pass [met mr soh in the canteen and he said the test was definitely passable.. gosh, that is very refelcctive of my standard.]

 

Felt kinda accomplished today. Did finish a few work in school. Realised that I can actually do work kinda fast if I want to. Erm, come to think about it, not true either. I can do relatively fast when there is someone there to help me light the spark and get me enlightened. And credits to YIWEI!! Wonderful buddy. 100000000000000^10000000000000000 cheers to buddy system. ROFL! But it was really great to have friends there to be willing to help solve problems for you when you are kinda trapped. Too bad, I will not be able to provide such service but only gratefully accept them cuz aye, too noob.

 

Since stress is the enzyme catalysing the breakdown of my body, I will need to find a incompetitive inhibitor sia. I think that it will be a positive mindset. HAHA. Stock up protons sia.

 

And YES! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNLI!!!!!! MAY YOU STAY ALL HYPER AND RED WITH 朝气. =)

 

 

 

 

Going to dive back into work! I must seriously start to sleep early and wake up early.

 

 

 

Take a DEEP BREATHE [ouch my back.. >.<]..

 

 

 

CHIONG AH!!!! WoOSH!!!

Chiongzor!!

 

Woah! Finished a little revision for chem test and just practise a little bit of guitar. =) though I am seriously not musically inclined, at least I am trying. =) hope that at least some notes will sound right at the end of the day. Seems really challenging sia. Planned to sleep before 11pm. Gee!! 5 more minutes.. I still wanna finish this post and then chiong go write my diary. And still must brush teeth, eat disgusting Chinese med [yuck!] then hope on to bed. HOPEFULLY [again] the mosquitoes don't come kiss me again.

 

Yesterday night, actually is morning because it was pass 12 but aye, who cares. Was lying on bed, same thing, want to sleep, but cannot sleep. Just as I thought that I was asleep………… felt my whole feet was swelling. >.< it was more than itch lo. So much so that it kind of hurts. Wah! I was then convinced that perhaps I grows rashes at night, stupid theory but then aye again, who cares…. Until my suitors came sweet-talking in my ears. WAH PIANG!! Screw it la. I was already all wrapped up in blanket and they come to buzz around my ears. GRR!! So blanket till my ear and tell you people something really interesting. The most DESPO mosquito of all!!! It bit my eyebrow!!! WTH!!! Jumped out of bed and turned on fan till the fastest speed and me totally mummied [left nose exposed, in hope that they will miss it, gee, I need to breath]. Kinda convinced that I must be kinda a charming male mosquito in my previous life. >.< Dang it. I already attached so leave me alone you all desperados.

 

Haha. I seriously need sleep or I may be caught in period of times which I may lose control over myself. Aye. Stupid headache is haunting me. Pain pain go away. And NO! don't ever come back. So nitez world. WOAH! Have been always saying good morning instead of good night. Ah! Yes! JASON: GET Well SOON!!! 2mr will be a long day? Everyday is a long day. More importantly, it shall be a long, fun and meaningful day. Afterall, that's life!

 

 

CHIONG ARH!! ACE!!!

 

 

 

 

 

~always end off with a broad =)

音乐世界

WoAH~! Finally back at my workdesk aka my den.

 

Gee! Start of the week and there is no place for "tiredom". Was unable to sleep the night before again but to hell with it. Kinda getting used to it already. =) Talking about adaptive skills here. Even the largest and the largest alarm failed to wake me up in the morning. LOL.

 

Got to reach school asap to do council stuff and yes, this is the so called official election week [my banner is going to be put up =>] but aye, the morning me is really slowww. So in the end by the time I reach school also kinda late already. By the way, was wondering why the traffic was so heavy in the early morning. Then we saw 3 chartered buses all filled with people moving to the bus stop. I was like o.O, so many people chiong to where? Then my sister inferred that the MRT broke down and indeed. How sway. I suppose there will be making lots of noise about. Shrug. Upon reaching school, I went to the council room to grab some stuff for the notice board. All seems fine until I made my final twist to unlock the door. There came an unexpected "piak". My jaw nearly dropped. WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?! I heard the npcc cadets [formally making sure that they greet the right person when the people they are reporting to emerge from the room, coupled with dry ice and an eerie green glow. LOL! Talking rubbish here], giggling. I took a slight peep to the back to check out the situation of how malu I am, and in the end, only encouraging and upsize from giggles to 爆笑 cuz I think I forgot to piece back my dislocated jaw. Got in, grabbed the stuff I need and got out, seeing those np cadets desperately trying to recompose themselves, before the higher ranks emerge from the room I suppose. Gout up to the hall and there are already SCs tying up my banner. Txy asked me if the banner looks ok from below and I said yes [because I was looking up from the bottom of the banner to check if there are people up there tying, and it looks good from right below. LOL]. When I told her I meant BELOW and she offered me an encouraging -_- face. As a punishment I guess, I was made to go down and stand in this small circle in the parade square [which was filled with SJAB people enthusiastically marching away like everyday] to see if the banner is ok. Down I went, dodged the traffic and finally hopped into the circle and I am still right. The banner looks fine. In fact upon looking at the banner, it just feel like my psd file, never though that it would have materialized so much bigger. Flag raising started and some of us shsc stood up there and prepare to unroll the banner at baojia's cue [that was the plan though]. But in the end, it turned out kinda comical. Txy gave a cue and nobody gave a damn cuz all were more of puzzled. ROFL! So there wasn't really the bang but aye, the banner is up. Did also hear over the announcement that there are people stuck in Pasir Ris and Tampines due to the sub bus have some problems [and I wonder what it is].

 

Got to class late [kinda as usual] as I got to hammer those candidates pictures onto the board and it didn't take long. Was rather shocked to see Mdm Koh in front. But it's ok. Lessons are always exciting. xP shall not elaborate on that. Oh yar! People were niaoing jing wen's new hairstyle. Gee. It isn't that bad but I think jing wen makes it kinda funny because she walks around with her level jacket and hide not the end of her hair but her head in it. Then she said this, "我看得很开的ok? [we say: ok] 头发会长的。[we agreed]" and she goes around hiding in that jacket. Hahaha. Ironic. Suggestion to jingwen: 抬起头, and swagger when you walk. ROFL! Got 4 periods of bio lecture. I make an effort to chiong all the way to the 1^st role so that I can see the slides clearly and also stimulate my senses [yiwei should get what I meant >.<]. I thought that in the very end, it is us that are going to take the A levels to aye, up to us to make the most out of lessons. I can lend u a helping hand Jiexin. =D Talking about that, many tutorials await me.

 

Was going back to class for bio lesson part 2 and meet Jamie and friends. Yun shan asked me if there are any stuff for sc? And at that moment I though there was but cannot figure it out but then again they have lab so I said no. and when I was finally back in class, "finally" is not a typo, got a message from yiwei that baojia ask me to meet her at the foyer at 145pm. She said tell roy this and he will know. No I don't. what some suspense. Great! SC is out to get my 3period break again. ~whistle*

 

Lesson ended and got to the foyer. Wasted one sms and baojia miraculously appeared beside me. Either it is dark or I missed that few strands of hair, I did not see her. Joking joking. Must be I too blur. Got up to staff room 2 and got the stuff we need and moved off to CR room which we got kicked out and moved on to benches outside staff room 1. I was eating by the way. Learnt my lesson not the eat just before mass pe. Smartworm got all hype up over names *CENSOReD* that she cannot stop laughing. It was rather nice though cuz we get to laugh at her. Besides that, it does lighten the spirit of the mass production line. Txy was spamming the word smelly and I thought it was kinda funny and interesting. Went to poop before falling in for mass pe.

 

I was thinking that everyone was at the grand stand and they were.. all IN FRONT OF tHE GRAND STAND. So I go running in late with everyone seeing me. 1 round says Mr Siva and I am off. Still manageable. What was coming up was 4 sets of 1 round of lane 8-6, 15 each of pumping, sit ups and squats. Decided to run slowly cuz in fact like taichi, slow movements are actually really strenuous. Ye'rite you may say. Try doing pumping and sit ups really slow and you will start to understand. Hope to work more on stamina so I ran the other most lane in a relatively slow pace . but doing sit ups is seriously taxing. Stomach ache till now. Muscles damn tight. PAIN sia.. x.X

 

After mass pe, went to walk a round with danz who complained that his heart ache and his typical phrase of I am going to die surfaced again. Actually I do feel so too, not the part on dying but on the point of heart pain. Gee. I don't want to die yet. I still have high aims which I have yet to achieve. Told danz about the sc room key thing. And he was suggesting various symbolic meaning. "some stuff can never be locked up," danz said. I says, "now it will never be locked" hmm.. slightly different charge as in positive and negative. I am seriously so amazed that I have kinda turned overly positive in a short time. Credit it to orientation, surviving and learning how to cope with pressing stress. And I learnt the power of positive thinking. Gee! Viola and here I am bursting with protons. At least for now.

 

Splinter in my mind again. Voting forms not stamped. So I go get it stamped. Great! Didn't take me too long relative to waiting for the stamp and for mr tan to take the forms back but aye, he's a busy man. SALUTE SIR! Dad came, we left school. Winded down the window. Love the breeze. Sun's setting. Moon already up. All bright and I was totally captivated. Too bad. No camera again. Songs saturate me.

后视镜里的世界 - 一路向北 (too bad, no pic) nice reflection of the darkening sky in the side mirror..

在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影 - 轨迹

月色被打捞起 晕开了结局
– 青花瓷

风它不肯说　云悄悄飘过　黑夜它依旧沉默 - 让我心动的人

街灯绊住我眼前下一步 - 原来

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Etc..

 

Reached home. Kinda tired yet emotional. Went to bath. Turned it to cold water. Came out refreshed. Sat here.. and now it is time to sleep. Entry two going into my diary. 太多人在emo. CHEER THE WORLD UP! PLEASE LEARNT TO SMILE~*!!

 

=D

 

 

GREAT! WOOSH! Chiong ah!! Thanks everyone for everything.. totally random! ROFL!

~oh! Wish anting and vayl bites fast fast ok!!! We mourn over the loss of my sis zihui from guitar. Farewell and may you soar high. To troubled and down people, cheer up. There is no place that far. Nice westlife song. There is duo meaning to this phrase. Go for the positive one, meaning that there is no place too far. =) woosh! Nitez world.. I pray hard I can fall asleep tonight.. >_< [pray pray pray]

Efficiency?

Just double clicked on my favourite playlist and it random-ed the song "心雨". And it started pouring outside..

 

Friday had been a really long day. But in fact, I feel that I did not waste any of my time on doing stupid stuff which I will bound to regret later. I seem to enjoy how I choose to live every second of my life. x) Council meeting started really late and ended really late too! But it is all due to everyone's tight schedules. Before the main council meeting, had an exco meeting before that, Mr Ng gave us a sharing on the importance on prioritizing. About setting in the big rocks first before the sand. He did also pointed out an important point on that those rocks are usually not so obvious in fact, meaning that we tend to overlook these long term aims. Wah! That really got me thinking. But then again, what is efficiency? What a chim question…

 

Yesterday was buddy day part 2!
Gee.. I was late again. Everyday lie on bed at 12plus and cannot fall asleep, which is SERIOUSLY IRRITATING ME!!! Woke up at about 10plus feel slightly better than usual weekdays. There was already nobody at home. Got to make breakfast for myself. 5pieces of breads + butter + milo powered. Bathed and left house. Reached danz's place and the buddies were already there. xP but they were there mugging, not guitar yet. Phew. Managed to finish chem SPA skill A practice two. And we got to move out for lunch. Onward! To Loyang point. Same thing again. 2 umbrellas and 3guys. Swordman danz, screaming Roy[chionging imba song] and hungry yiwei. LOL. It took us sometime again to decide on the place to eat. Surprising we guys are kinda health conscious [I think it is more of Daniel being the one advocating about health food], I was more of for value for money x.X. a short survey on "did you eat healthy food yesterday?": dan – NO, me – no [bk dinner], yiwei – yes [homefood is always healthy]. Finalized result, time for healthy food and bye bye mac [we lame guys are doing stupid poses with Ronald McDonalds on the chair while deciding and we 3 lame guys just moved off to the foodcourts. Having 2 foodcourts there, we toured the 1^st and decided that nothing caught our eyes besides the number of unopened stalls [which tempted me to stand in one of them (which I did and earned me corked eyebrows from a passer-by)]. To the next food court, which still nothing caught our eyes. Heck lar! Get something and eat. Since the theme was healthy food, I got myself 炸鱼粗米粉 and 清汤. it cost a total of 4.60bucks [3 for the fried fish noodles and 1.6 for the dessert (o.O)].

 

By the time we reach back to danz house, it was already 2 plus. I need to be at the central at 6pm. By the way, it is suppose to be "the central" meaning that that is the name for building, which I was thinking the central of Singapore [leaving me with multiple "?"s above my head]. When we got back, I suggested that we chiong guitar cuz I don't have much time le. Dart it. MY BUDDIES SERIOUSLY PAWN ME!!! They learn my part and master it while I was still panting and struggling with playing it right. But really got to thank them for helping, helping include looping the same imba bar till that rhythm got drilled into my head. Actually it was already drilled in, but just that I cannot play it fast enough. X.x Totally inflexible fingers. Puew. Got to go finally. Was kinda running home with a guitar, a school bag and clan in facil-T, shorts and slippers [if only I can go to the central like that xP]. Was thinking of what to wear for such an occasion. Err. Got a helpful message suggesting "smart casual". Thinking of a set seems hard. So I decided to go by elimination. Thought of getting our SC shirt. xP but sadly I couldn't find it. [keng hoe actually bought the shirt, IA same frequency. LOL]. I also decided that Orientation shirt is not that smart either. Aiya heck lar. When I reached home, I just dumped my stuff at my desk and grab the shirts and pants which I thought will be OK. Dived into the shower and out [I was so surprised by the speed I bath]. Decided that I should grab a note to read just in case. It jus so happened that I grabbed the bio notes. Gosh. Information overload. It put me to sleep twice. Chiong out and it started downpouring. Make me remember the day [buying of bandanas and crayons for orientation] which I got to walk to whitesands mrt cuz my ez-link card got no money. And then my pants [same pants which I was wearing then] got soaked. Haha. Memories. Found a seat in the mrt and of course I sat down [lol]. Took up my bed time story. Which lasted me about 5 stations before I knocked off. Then was woke up by the conversation between a mom and her daughter. Though I have my mp3 player playing I can still hear them clearly la, and they seem to be ignorant of this. They commented on my nails =.= but I got to agree that such long nails are really gay. Well, for the sake of guitar, it is worth it ba.

 

Floated out of outrum park station. Stupidly walked up the escalator and down again. Super malu but heck care lar. Reached clark quay. Was kinda surprised that I didn't meet anyone because I eventually did. Junli, cindy, taxy and jing hui and mengshuen ['and's are used to separate the names in order of intervals. Meaning that I first met junli, cindy and txy, and later waited for jinghui and later waited for mengshuen] we went up and later realized that we are postponing the idea of making the card and we got reservation for the restaurant at 715pm. At that instant, I was totally lost what to do. I totally don't know that place. And I seriously don't feel like walking around, name tired. Got to agree that I was really 扫兴. But I seriously cannot help it. Nice junli and serene followed me to the 1^st floor and stone. Really paiseh for making you people accompany, though I was seriously fine alone. When it was about 7.00, we left for restaurant. Note that I use the word restaurant because I cannot remember the name of it, beside that the name start with a WA, something like waraku. Shrug. It was only on the way then I realized the beautiful scenery outside. Kinda regretted that I didn't move outside for a look. Junli consoled me with a note that we can go out and have a look after the meal. =) when people were more or less here, we start to chiong to get the cards. Oh yes! HAPPY BELATED BDAY COLIN! Then the few idiotic guys chiong to card shop and bought cards. I offered my pens. Then soon, they were filled up. The meal started. Got to say that it was kinda squeesy. And of yes. Everyone looked great sia. =) realized that when we all falled in at our tables. Really not used to ordering the meals, mainly due to the cost of the food. X.x Settled on one that hopefully be most filling. 2 sets of noodles and a rice with pork cutlets and egg. Wasn't really full but ok le. Satisfied. Great to see people engaging in happy conversations but somehow, I don't participate. =) It's because I'm more of a listener, I don't like to talk much. 聆听世界. =D I have a habit of feeling and enjoying the feel of the world passing by. In the view of a something like a third party. Many thanks for the teachers treat but more thanks for their help during orientation. The night view was really good. Realized that I am looking to the sky more often now. Perhaps influenced by Yiwei? But I do have the habit of seeing "bright skys" but watching night skys should be a recently cultivated habit. Saw mars near to the moon. And soon many people were looking into the night sky. Haha. They commented about the other star which forms a right angle triangle with the moon and mars. LOL. =) the moon was really bright. That place was great. The feel's great. Emo place. =)

 

Took train to kovan and then took 81 back to pasir ris. And that makes me the 1^st guy to reach home!! That's so rare.

 

Slept late again. Irritated by mousquitoes. Bad night, bad dreams.. woke up tired still. Pened down my homework list and got demoralized. T.T I am never going to complete them sia. X.x tsk. To Daniel, dreams belong to the other world. Cast them aside. I am swaying to the negative terminal. Oppz. Shall go bath and come out a positive boy again! =D 加油to everyone! WOOSH!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

雨停了…

 

 

 

 

 

I feel that there is a part of me which is longing to COL [cry out loud], alone. Perhaps I should try that.. =)

Quote

漂浮在脑海的一句话：

 

爱很简单，难得在于接受它..

 

Thought that it is kinda true.. thinking about parents', teachers', etc concern; including all the nagging and stuff.. It is indeed hard to jus accept them right away, though they meant good.

 

I want a 48 hours day. Was thinking why do living organisms need to sleep? Haha. Was thinking about it on the way home. No nothing on the way back. Just the stars, the street lights and the choir of crickets..

 

 

Still the same tired me, the same motivated tired boy. =)

Loner.. x.X

 

Everyday's a long day. Soon weekends too. Realised that I was actually wishing so hard for weekends to come. Looking at the whole list of things to be done, it makes me wonder if I can accomplish it or not. Hate to admit it but aye, I need help. Help with my work. Am I not doing enough to help myself? I seriously need someone to drag me back to where we stopped for our syllabus. No just for school work nia, but guitar too. 麻烦到了其他guitar的人.. sianz, seriously. I cant even play a single piece of song la.

 

Homework list is just getting longer and longer. Wrote an essay each for yesterday and today. The feeling of writing isn't bad sia. LOL! In fact I enjoyed writing. As for physical education, played a new game called "choke ball" [not sure if it's called choke]. Was kinda interesting. =) Learnt that my left hand is rally weak. So much so that I cannot throw a ball properly. Followed Nicholas to do a few pull ups. Gosh. 5x2 nia. And muscles still aching. By the way, Nicholas and Kenny can run really fast! Haha. They cleared two rounds without sweat. Imba. Need to go work out too. NAFRA is going to get just tougher. And yar, sadly, I DIDN'T GROW A LITTLE TINY WINY BIT!! Haha. T.T seems like this is me. 166cm. was hoping to hit a 7. Scarly I too stress up then strink. LOL. Hope not. Stress is my shadow.

 

Though of clearing the dance and drama room today. It is like a splinter in my mind. Hate leaving all the shit there after like we are done with the room. Thought of getting the scoreboard up but aye, too tired. Thought that I should just print the scores out. LOL! Thanks for all the encouraging words and offers to help. They are fuels to this empty gas tank. Finally. Took a deep breath and step out of school. Always fear that I miss out something or what whenever I was about to step out of school. Just like when you leave home, you will wanna be doubly sure that you got everything settled. Haha. Yes, the school is my second home. Gosh. I am seriously too particular.

 

Have always wanted to walk home alone. Failed to do so yesterday and glad that it was possible today. Too much stuff in my mind le. What people said, how I react, too many "what if"s, too many "?".. walk alone mar. wanna sing song then sing. People walk pass then shut up a while then sing again. 彩虹is still a beautiful song. MRT was crowded so I stood from the start till the end. Hear people chit chatting, listening to mp3 players, read newspaper, sleep. 仿佛有着"全世界，好像只有我疲惫"的感觉. Loner me. xP Bus 88's queue was really long and yet there were still many seats left empty. Got myself a seat and nearly fall asleep. Crap. Never fall asleep on this bus sia. If not you will be transported to bishan I think. Not nice.

 

Alighted and started walking down the road. Love that path. Quiet and green. Beautiful sun set coupled with the evening breeze ruffling my hair. Smiled. Was singing aloud and there will be no one to care. Wish that I got a decent phone cam and I can take a photo and post here. Did like to share with everyone. Got an sms, and random me jus told the person sunset is beautiful. LOL! So super random!

 

"…当作我最后才明白.." and the lift doors opened….

 

 

 

 

 

I'm HOME! =)

望向远方

Tuesday. Now the longest day on my timetable. 2 lab sessions, 8 periods, 4hours.

Sorry sis for making you report to school late [cause I bathe really long; semi-asleep mode]. Late for 3 times and get kicked out of prefectorial board? Gosh! How rigid. I shall make an extra effort. I am sorry. I am tired. =)

Teachers got all excited that we are going for A levels now. And well, so do I. Not to mention a little stressed too. Mentioning of the datelines make it really scary. It is like A levels in a matter of weeks and I am here totally out of tune regarding work. But I am getting into the mood. =) Love writing! But aye, my handwriting is still like shit.

Got gp consultation last. REALLY MANY THANKZ for Ms Tan to stay back till 445pm [after my bio lab session] to give me consultation. Did realized my many grave problems with essay writing. Problematic phrasings, unjustified claims, lots of expression problems. Seems like these are really going to take quite some effort to change sia. Gosh. I suppose reading an article and reflecting it is good practice ba. It should be manageable too.

Gosh! Really tired. =) and it is just Tuesday! Weeks are just going to fly pass me. I am sorry that I am unable to hand up all my homework on time and I seriously thank all teachers for being understanding. Indeed it is myself at disadvantage but they cared. They bothered to get upset about it. And I am sorry. I realized that 我对自己的期望比任何人任何事任何东西都来得大。

I kinda see life as sitting at the driver seat of a car, driving on a long long road. Thinking that a destination is right front and speed on. Looking onward, it seem like you are moving on, closing in on that target. But it's when you look to your side do you realized how fast your are traveling at…

SHOUTOUT: ALL THE BESTEST TO ALL THOSE TAKING RETEST TOMORROW!!!

我已发誓了… 我会负责… 出发吧…

What’s necessary?

 

WOOSH!! End of orientation marks the start of school [it should mean so doesn't it?] there are seriously too many stuff to be done and now that orientation is over, I must find a place to start with. Feel kinda sad at times that I'm so off tuned to doing other stuff and that the only thing I can do are sc stuff. But such mentality will get me no where so aye. Get started!!

 

I think that I'm starting to enjoy life more. Danz, credit to you. I learnt to realise the beauty in work, make and motivate myself. Why do I feel so positive nowadays? Must be from the books I read and the people I meet ba. Or rather, the things people do/say to me. Learnt lots throughout orientation too. Realised that communication and self-motivation is really important to get one moving. Cant imagine surviving orientation without these sia. By the way, orientation will not have been possible without ANY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! So me is here to thank everyone again.

 

Lots of stuff happened during the second day so I can hardly type all out, btw I meant 2^nd and 3^rd day. It jus seemed like one whole day to me.. perhaps cause didn't sleep ba. Sleeping acts as concluding a day to me. I meant sleeping at night [not day naps].

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I thought that the last night was really memorable. The simple light sticks set the mood sia. =) then very soon, everything ended.. and yet really unpleasant stuff happened. Yiwei and YokeSan lost their bags!!! I was like WTH?? Which blur block will kap until others bag. But hope so ba. After all everyone did not sleep well and still so high sm more, may have taken wrong bag ba. Seriously hope so.

 

Orientation have ended. All the hardwork did/didn't pay off is not defined by us but by the participants. Looking back, about 3 months of planning and over in 3days. Really amazing huh? Doubtlessly wil leave us wondering if they were all necessary. But since it's ok, 那就选择留下那些美好的回忆.. [我就子要那段最美的回忆- 忘记by jjlin] stil need to clear up the logistics and stuff.

 

Next Wednesday have gp retest. Seriously hope can pull through sia. I cannot drop any subject sia. Hmm.. just saw the new timetable. Got all excited again. Shall go chiong to sleep. Wake up earlier tomorrow to mug. =)

 

 

Shoutout: 辛苦大家了REGARDING ORIENTATION!! TO ALL HAVING RETEST, ALL THE BESTEST!! WE ARE GOING TO PULL THROUGH!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

灌下了 "A"s for A lvls liao.. WOOSH!!!

 

 

To all: rest well and take care. =)

Strength in Unity

Wah! Imba. 1^st day of orientation over le. SHOUTOUT: THANKZ TO ALL FOR PUTTING EFFORT INTO THIS ORIENTATION, SCs, OGLs AND PARTICIPANTS TOO!!

 

Hmm. Jus finished dinner and aye, got log here to pack. Gals all chiong up to bathe so the bored me stone here and wait for them to return [jiaga the log]. Haha. As expected, orientation is going to be busy. Started the day with a warm shower. Or should I say that I started the day with rolling out of bed cause muscles aching [expected]. X.x OMG, I am seriously going to dance like an old man sia. Hahaha.

 

Reached school about 0716am. Kinda lost of what help is needed so float about, looking for things to be done. So fall in at my log room and found meng shuen and team poking holes on the cardboards [btw, cutting of cardboard with scissors (coupled with high quality cardboard from cannon boxes) is a good approximation of hell]. Seeing that there are so many people venting their anger [being called to do saikang] on the cardboard, I asked for another job. And gained one which involves the cutting of raffia strings. Not bad. Kinda easy. After that got to leave here and there to get sc t-shirt, etc.

 

*on the side note, I think our sc shirt is so cute, in spite of the many comments from others. I AM A STUDENT at the front to symbolise that we place students in front of us. =D and coupled with COUNCILLOR at the back. Aiya, the feel is like we are just any other student from the front but in fact we are councillors, very approachable. Idea sama sama there la.*

 

Then it was carrying of logistics here and there. After the talks [which overran a little], it was the opening ceremony, which was kinda not very well-prepared. xP people popping up confused, as OGLs and SCs have to run out together at the call of the OG and its name. So in the end it turned out to be many many stupid poses, with mine not being an exception. So the atmosphere wasn't really high lo. Then we moved on with a preview of the massdance. And gosh, I FORGOT 8 BEATS!! So 丢脸. Hope that those people are still new with the dance hence not noticing my mistake. xP

 

It was ice breakers next followed by taxidi. Hmm. Basically, there was nothing much to be done according to the activities on going as in EXCO have to do other stuff [mostly running around and carrying logistics]. Many thankz to exco for helping me with the scoreboard. How sad your feathers didn't turn out well but we did kept 2 of them at '08. xP

 

Now that all's over and I am once again unemployed after doing saikang previously. =) yesterday was amazing sia. Baojia got superbly high about taking photos. Aye! Should have taken more sia, now that I am thinking back. My 名言：photo freezes time. x) a bunch of tired out people trying to stay enthu. Glad that I have internet for the hostel. =) so went up on msn and check mail [while conveniently talk to some people/people talk to me] Danz happened to be one of them. Webcam and like bees to flowers/flies to cowdung, gals came to play with it. Hmm. So just dumped the laptop to them go do sm other stuff. =) by the time I finish le, all have already slept. J tired bunch of people. Then got to do everything silently. AND THE ROOM IS FREAKING COLD!!! Stucked at 20 degree Celsius. Gosh. Me in shorts and xperience shirt. Got out my level jacket. Whole body felt like a piece of concrete block. Pain everywhere. Piack on the sofa don't need to count to 50 sleep liao. But amazingly, I heard someone murmuring in her [I suppose is a her, sounds like one at least] sleep. Gosh. EXCO should seriously get more sleep. Though I only got like approximately 2.5 hrs of sleep, still feeling rather alive now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

2 more long days to conquer!! =) MANY THANKZ TO ALL AGAIN!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Weary smile =)

Healthy Lifestyle =D

Hmm. Kinda surprised of my super positive attitude for 2008. LOL!

 

Woke up late today and went out with family to eat breakfast. Come home le then check email and stuff; get updated.

 

Time fly fast fast. Soon it was 3plus and finally! Homework here I come. Realised that I have yet to master the skill of doing homework with msger on. Will get damn distracted and keep thinking that I hear the "tadedum" sound. xP Continued with my chemistry assignment one [yes, I'm still stuck there]. After the long break from school, I meant work and writing, I realised that I can write for nutz!! Hand tired damn easily and handwriting worse than shit. Gosh. Need to start learning how to write again.

 

After being tried of writing, decided to go for a jog. It sure feels great to run in Pasir Ris. From my house down, first target: EPPS. Will reach my mother school [母校]， next will be zihui's house, followed by whitesands, then Jason lai's house, then Amelia and Shan's house then KCC's house then Jiexin and Smartworm house then Jason Quek's house then finally danz house. =D actually I will most probably clear the first few targets really fast. It is lik each place stated above are about the distance of one bus stop with the exception of from my house to 1^st target. That will be about 4-5 bus stops while jiexin's house to jason's house is about 2 bus stops. Made it to danz house all tired. Time check 25 mins! That was faster than my last try of half an hour and furthermore I took a slightly longer route this time. =D

 

Reach danz house and wanted to go grab a drink or at least refill my puny water bottle [newater bottle]. Chose that bottle cause it can fit into my pouch, which I sling across my chest and run. Many people must have thought that I was chasing smthing cause of that pouch. xP call danz to help me open sidegate so I can go in and fill bottle. Waited and waited until some people went to open the gate and I jus walk in. haha. Saw Daniel at the bot of his flat, clan in his nice houseshirt. xP he then told me that the toilet was at the other side. 瘫软. Hahaha. Got there and filled my bottle and btw, when I budge in I think I scared a little boy changing. So sorry. xP then asked danz if there's a place for me to do sets. So we floated to basketball court which danz thought have no light until like 10 mins? later. By the way, I was drizzling since I started running. Kinda nice feeling. Strong wind which ruffles your hair and the cool rain landing on your heated up and sweaty body. Aimed to do 20 by 20 by 20 set x 5 but then later failed and it became 20 by 20 by 20 x 4 plus 10 by 10 by 10 x 2. [1^st number refers to push ups, second refers to sit ups and last refers to jumping jacks.. typical np]

 

While I was doing my last set, I was struck by the thought of the possibility of mass dance tomorrow. GOSH. I cant freaking dance with a muscleaching body. Then I was there simulating what it will be like and danz commented that I look like an ah pek dancing. LOLz! Haha.

 

Guess I got to roll off bed to get out of bed le.. gosh haven't go pack stuff. Off I go.

 

Nitez World!!!

 

 

WELCOME SCHOOL!!!!

WOOTZ! 08 IS HERE!!!

Lolz!!!

Make long stuff short, I meant really short…

Resolution:

1. Eat well
   
2. Sleep well
   
3. Mug hard; grow smart
   
4. Work hard [excersise]
   
5. Motivated and all smiley =D
6. grow up and mature
7. better time management xP
   

Wishlist: [can only wish course due to the certain level of independent variables beside hardwork from myself]

1. Great health
   
2. Lots of laughther and smilez
   
3. A's for A lvl
4. able to play guitar properly
5. being lucky in whatever i do. xP
   

=D wish everyone all the bestest for 2008!!!

[there is some prob with my posting time]

Today, last day of ’07..

Com damn laggy now sia. Don't know why. Must be that Norton.

 

Btw today was kinda useful day.

 

Woke up today with juniors calling me, asking if we kap their crayons. And the answer will be a horse voice saying "yea' cause I just woke up, thoart dry mar. haha. I think they kinda shocked, but they 好人s sia. They decided to buy. To make up for the crayons we took.

 

Dad took leave today, but got to report back to school for the board stuff. But 1^st got to go to see doctor, Chinese physician. Mom said that if the western docs cant get stuff rite, try the Chinese docs. Ok. Reason accepted. Made a trip to Chinatown [go Chinatown to visit Chinese physician], that EU YAN SENG. They will custom make medicine for you based on your needs.

 

OMG MY POST IS JUS OUTDATED!!! DIN MAKE IT BEFORE 08…

 

Nvm. shall pay my last tribute to 07.. there were really lots of people at the clinic. Finally waited till our turn. Got in and asked the doc about the time that we should sleep cause I was sure that the doc said 1-4 was the resting time then my mom told me that it is 11.. hahaha.. I kinda won cause it is indeed 1-4 which the body need to rest as the blood will be channeled to major organs to detoxicate [a word I invented]. I suppose the body do need blood at those organs [liver and kidney mainly]. Of course the doc tactfully said that must be ASLP by 1 so must go to bed at abt 11.. LOL! Ok. Reason accepted again. Pulses still damn irregular. The doc ask if I exercise then I told him, aye, carry stuff around school. Then he replied, "那不是运动，而是劳动". Lol! Not bad erh? Ask him why am I so veiny then he said I too skinny and malnutrition. 肌肉不结实. Kinda agree la. All about me are skin plus bones. Sure veiny la. Haha. Cute word, veiny.

 

Then got to take the powery medicine [yuck]. They allow us to go take lunch and then return [cuz that's wat's happening in the medicine room]. No people to grid those powders. So nice family of mine send me back to school. I was totally not hungry then [no idea why again but just not hungry] and family insist that I take something so I got myself fresh milk [thought of getting more calcium so that my bones will strengthen hopefully =>]. Fall in back in school. So zhun4! Saw min hua and shan walking back with their lunch and what's more zhun4 was that all 3 of us wore that green facil T!! >.<

 

Having been back to my second home [was telling danz that I may have spent more time in school than at home], took me sometime to tune myself back to what I want to do. Notice board! Yes! Notice board. Got back to log room, which is a new room cause switchroom got TERMITES! Hahaha. Float around in Dance and Drama room [new log room] and look for material. Took me dart long to cut out an "S" [not sure why I used "an" instead of "a" "s" but a just seems wrong], I meant "s" for "s"enior High. Then things gradually sped up. Min hua and shan came back and they went to saw the bamboo poles.i made a disaster by giving them a pole of wrong length but we eventudally decided to heck it. Hard for perfectionist me but it's my fault so I kept quiet. xP went back to do the board thing and they joined, along with junli who came back to learn mass dance [so enthu!!!] so we all sat down and started cutting and drawing the words. Min hua and junli had a go on cracking their heads about the icon to be place on the heart. I think they gave up in the end too. Hahaha. So we all sat down and cut the stuff. Looping my Jay and JJ playlist again. xP people will start to fear my laptop songs soon. HAHAHAHA. I still love those songs though, realized that photos freezes time while songs record time [timepiece]. Then min hua and shan were complaining how much they miss and old man, who happen to be my good bro LiLi. Aye, lots of fond memories. Hahaha.. Min hua said smthing about being trick into believing that a song was composed by our old friend and only realizing it after 3 years. [soundeffect, heart shatter: PIANG!] lolz. Cutting those stuff took longer time then expected. I painted that 1^st S that I did and of which looked out of place as it was the only painted one, not to mention that minhua comment that my S is so 丑. Erhem. So we din use my S but made another S to substitute it. LOL. MH soon got to go so left the 3 of us. Taught Junli the dance steps then set out to put the stuff onto the board. Lots of arrangements fot to be done and many discussions on whether where should be what but things went kinda smooth. Expect a conclusion of it being too plain. =) thankz shan for chionging out all the stuff and doing stuff like getting messed up in glitter or playing with feathers [o.O] and cutting of the word itinerary [tll the floor filled with vanguard]. And all in all ThanKz [I 1^st to put it on blog, use ur stick out tongue emoticon here]

 

Family reached sch to fetch me for family dinner. Fast fast packed up and left. THANKZ to all people who came down to help [shan, junli and min hua]. On the elias mall to eat, was discussing stuff wif the whole family. Glad that these type of talks happen. NO WORRIES MIE! It's all part an parcel of growing up.. =) sometimes it does feel like the whole world don't understand you but yar.. take a step back and u will see everyone's there. =D Talking back, really got to thank my family, especially my parents who have changed their attitude about me working with work all the time, from nagging to sharing their concern and also providing a helping hand. Upon reaching elias mall, got a msg from Amelia. Gosh! Small world. She is there too. Food came and gone. Felt greatly satisfied. Not sure was it the food or that communication bridge was further strengthen between family members. =D then got another msg from Amelia, Junli is here!! OH! Gon talk to him a little then left.

 

GOSH! Gtg slp le. Of course, HAPPY 08!!!! Mom said to welcome the new year, grab a shirt of your "lucky' colour [jus grab my favourite colour; blue]. So now I'm sitting here typing in a blue shirt wif a dragon pic. 龙马精神 sia. ROFL!!

 

Shall go type another short post abt 2008.. title not appropriate.. haha.. 08 here le but still perfectionist me.. xP