望向远方

Tuesday. Now the longest day on my timetable. 2 lab sessions, 8 periods, 4hours.

Sorry sis for making you report to school late [cause I bathe really long; semi-asleep mode]. Late for 3 times and get kicked out of prefectorial board? Gosh! How rigid. I shall make an extra effort. I am sorry. I am tired. =)

Teachers got all excited that we are going for A levels now. And well, so do I. Not to mention a little stressed too. Mentioning of the datelines make it really scary. It is like A levels in a matter of weeks and I am here totally out of tune regarding work. But I am getting into the mood. =) Love writing! But aye, my handwriting is still like shit.

Got gp consultation last. REALLY MANY THANKZ for Ms Tan to stay back till 445pm [after my bio lab session] to give me consultation. Did realized my many grave problems with essay writing. Problematic phrasings, unjustified claims, lots of expression problems. Seems like these are really going to take quite some effort to change sia. Gosh. I suppose reading an article and reflecting it is good practice ba. It should be manageable too.

Gosh! Really tired. =) and it is just Tuesday! Weeks are just going to fly pass me. I am sorry that I am unable to hand up all my homework on time and I seriously thank all teachers for being understanding. Indeed it is myself at disadvantage but they cared. They bothered to get upset about it. And I am sorry. I realized that 我对自己的期望比任何人任何事任何东西都来得大。

I kinda see life as sitting at the driver seat of a car, driving on a long long road. Thinking that a destination is right front and speed on. Looking onward, it seem like you are moving on, closing in on that target. But it's when you look to your side do you realized how fast your are traveling at…

SHOUTOUT: ALL THE BESTEST TO ALL THOSE TAKING RETEST TOMORROW!!!

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