Everyday's a long day. Soon weekends too. Realised that I was actually wishing so hard for weekends to come. Looking at the whole list of things to be done, it makes me wonder if I can accomplish it or not. Hate to admit it but aye, I need help. Help with my work. Am I not doing enough to help myself? I seriously need someone to drag me back to where we stopped for our syllabus. No just for school work nia, but guitar too. 麻烦到了其他guitar的人.. sianz, seriously. I cant even play a single piece of song la.
Homework list is just getting longer and longer. Wrote an essay each for yesterday and today. The feeling of writing isn't bad sia. LOL! In fact I enjoyed writing. As for physical education, played a new game called "choke ball" [not sure if it's called choke]. Was kinda interesting. =) Learnt that my left hand is rally weak. So much so that I cannot throw a ball properly. Followed Nicholas to do a few pull ups. Gosh. 5x2 nia. And muscles still aching. By the way, Nicholas and Kenny can run really fast! Haha. They cleared two rounds without sweat. Imba. Need to go work out too. NAFRA is going to get just tougher. And yar, sadly, I DIDN'T GROW A LITTLE TINY WINY BIT!! Haha. T.T seems like this is me. 166cm. was hoping to hit a 7. Scarly I too stress up then strink. LOL. Hope not. Stress is my shadow.
Though of clearing the dance and drama room today. It is like a splinter in my mind. Hate leaving all the shit there after like we are done with the room. Thought of getting the scoreboard up but aye, too tired. Thought that I should just print the scores out. LOL! Thanks for all the encouraging words and offers to help. They are fuels to this empty gas tank. Finally. Took a deep breath and step out of school. Always fear that I miss out something or what whenever I was about to step out of school. Just like when you leave home, you will wanna be doubly sure that you got everything settled. Haha. Yes, the school is my second home. Gosh. I am seriously too particular.
Have always wanted to walk home alone. Failed to do so yesterday and glad that it was possible today. Too much stuff in my mind le. What people said, how I react, too many "what if"s, too many "?".. walk alone mar. wanna sing song then sing. People walk pass then shut up a while then sing again. 彩虹is still a beautiful song. MRT was crowded so I stood from the start till the end. Hear people chit chatting, listening to mp3 players, read newspaper, sleep. 仿佛有着"全世界，好像只有我疲惫"的感觉. Loner me. xP Bus 88's queue was really long and yet there were still many seats left empty. Got myself a seat and nearly fall asleep. Crap. Never fall asleep on this bus sia. If not you will be transported to bishan I think. Not nice.
Alighted and started walking down the road. Love that path. Quiet and green. Beautiful sun set coupled with the evening breeze ruffling my hair. Smiled. Was singing aloud and there will be no one to care. Wish that I got a decent phone cam and I can take a photo and post here. Did like to share with everyone. Got an sms, and random me jus told the person sunset is beautiful. LOL! So super random!
"…当作我最后才明白.." and the lift doors opened….
I'm HOME! =)
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