fate...

 

believe in fate?

 

sometimes we wish that we had a better life.. sometimes we hope that we will be luckier.. cant fault this feeling but more importantly, it is how we allow ourselves to be put down by the angelic devil "fate".. learn how to stand up and after an "unlucky" slip.. but then again, is there a reason for this slip? the first thing to do and the most sensible thing to do isn't to point fingers.. but tend to the wounds.. not leave them to get inflame..

 

of course.. some open wounds heal by themselves.. others require more attention.. some heals completely.. most leave scars.. in this multi-dimension world, there is really more than one way to view a single thing.. go for the ideal: think win-win.. definitely not lose-lose..

 

心里的无奈需要关怀吧.. indeed it's hard and there is no exact medication.. but well, shrug.. i guess it takes lots of courage to do certain things..

 

加油.. [kinda like the most help i can render]

 

sins may be done.. but the greatest perhaps is not turning back [since it breeds more sins?] people make mistakes all the time.. and in fact, the worst thing to happen is when one cannot forgive oneself right? 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.. so said 原来 and i agree.. but it hurts the people around you.. seeing you locking yourself in the coffin of spikes does not make us feel any better..there must be a way.. sadly, i dont have that compass.. [jack stole it]

 

sigh.. 连风都不肯说，云也只悄悄的飘过..

 

人各有自己的烦恼.. what's the purpose of life? i guess it is unique to every individual...

 

it is indeed getting colder these days...

 

the idea of freezing led me to a few songs.. well, here is one nice one.. very direct:

《冻结》歌词
演唱歌手：
林俊杰

所属专辑：
《乐行者》

不小心回到那一天不小心一切又重演 
你如此完美的一切竟会出现在我的世界 
你说话不爱说第二遍但偏在情人节那一夜 
给我你心爱的项链说了三次对我的爱恋 
我那时糊涂不明白为何你会哭 
后知后觉以后领悟 
冻结那时间冻结初遇那一天 
冻结那爱恋冻结吻你那瞬间 
我也会疲倦 
你的项链在我身边带我穿梭回从前 
冻结那空间冻结有你的世界 
冻结那画面冻结不让它溶解 
我若是疲倦 
你的项链在我身边发光在我胸前 
你的项链在我身边陪伴著我过每一天

 

[the jing hui song.. haha.. "竟会出现在我的世界"]

 

也许时间是一种解药, 也是我现在正服下的毒药
no more time to spare.. mug on... i need more of this poison..

 

 

 

 

 

~再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰*