心里头有太多想分享的事... 搞笑的，愚蠢的，温暖的，etc... 但还是缺时间. 的确有很多事随着时间的流失而被遗忘。所以写日记能把自己经历过的事都记录下来。当时的心情，全都化成了字，锁在那纸上。
不知为何有一种感觉...觉得这世界太loud... 总觉得周围的声量太大，人们说话太大声... 总之，令我感到很烦。不知为何心里头默默期望着能平平淡淡的让自己的心静一静。也许是听觉太过sensitive了吧。[shrug] 每当自己开始感到烦躁时，最怕就是得和人对话。害怕因为自己的心情而变得insensitive to other's feeling. 所以当我赶到烦躁时，自己会变得更烦。烦什么？烦自己无法空自己的心情。 多次问自己为什么受罪的事自己身边的人？有其家人。在家的时间很少，到家时也已经很累了。父母姐妹因关心而唠叨，但忠言逆耳...幼稚的我还是无法立刻接受这些良言。虽然知道一切都是一番好意，但是还是无法控制的流露出了“烦”的表情。虽然大多不说话但那表情足以让他们感到好意没被appreciated. 我对别人的要求不高，时常把对别人的期望寄托在自己上．因为在这人生中，说能控制的，也只是自己；别人想怎么，是他们的自由．记得小时候总是在心里头对别人有着很高的期望，例如朋友因该怎么样怎么样，父母因该怎么样怎么样．时常因他们没做到心里想着的事而感到失望，甚至愤怒．随着我逐渐长大，我发现，不，那太自私了．别人有着自己的想法，自己的人则，没必要顾虑我的感受，更不许看我翻脸．所以把一切事都自己做．同时，希望不会辜负别人对自己的期望．
A 水准成绩公布了．自然的，连想起了明年即将是我们拿回成绩册。会想起了当时拿回Ｏ水准高级华文的成绩时的那心情时，难免感到很害怕。>.< 还是别想太多... 乘还有时间加把劲。未来就别想了.
PW 成绩将公布。希望能是个1... 但当时OP时的那意外令我有些没信心...
假日来了。天天都得回学校。而且还得在那儿过夜... 时间一样会继续的跑着，只求能在这假期能温习还不了解的科目。最近发现大家眼底都添了重重的眼袋或／和黑黑的黑眼圈...不知因该感到欣慰大家都在努力的拼搏或因大家身体都累了而感到担忧。
其中的一样攻克就是GP的三个问题。对我而言，易如反掌。平时emo的问题随便丢进几个就好了！=) emo是好的！！！！
那么和你们分享吧：
- What are emotions? [why do we feel (happy, sad, etc)?] more of why our mind get stimulated..
- Does it take poor people to make rich people rich?
- Are humans born evil or good? if both, which at a bigger percentage?
- What if one can control 100% of his brain at will?
- What happen if one were to travel at a speed faster/slower than time? [if it is possible to cross time zone, it may be possible to move back or accelerate faster than time (but tat will require one to move after than the speed of light for one to reach the same spot but at a different time)] Will the being disappear into a different dimension, or will the person be living in the past/future? [thinking about time-space here]
人生是很玄的。所以emo也是因该的啊！[we shall not debate about emoing again.. lol]
since i can now post photos, i shall slowly post random photos.. credits to tienleng for this wonderful idea.. =)
~ sis and I at a place where food is sold [don't know how to call it because it doesn't seem like a restaurant nor a coffeeshop] and they serve food REALLY slowly that we got bored and decided to take photo.
~this is for biting a clam shell in the mixture of ikan billis and peanuts [toppings for porridge] .. ouch*
~ I met Mr Loh at desaru!!! really small world sia.. =)
~nice little garden in the fruit plantation with a nice little koi-filled pond
~ostrich eggs are really sturdy.. no heels allowed though [pressure greater when surface area decrease (pressure=force/area)] =)
~@ crocodile farm: cute crocodiles [when they are young though].. those fat and huge ones are really scary
~想快快长大，才能保护她*
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