ASAP (as short as possible)

 

Hahahha.. like the title goes, hope to make this post as short as possible. Just got home and realised that my messenger life is screwed up. [sianz to the max] but anyway, felt kinda motivated [just a little] as I got back my chem retest result. Not exactly good but then mdm koh's comment of "good improvement" does reminded me about the need to take "baby steps" instead of quantum leaps [quote the frequently received comment: you [referring to me] are not superman]. I guess that I am not exactly satisfied not because of the marks but because I think that there are questions which are not meant to be faulted upon. I does not mean that there is something wrong with the marking but about me being careless and forgetful. Yes! I got to work hell harder. After all, there is only this one race [I don't plan for a re-race] so I guess it does not harm to go all the way out. Rephrase again; I meant I should go ALL the way out. This brings back fond memories dating back to my primary 6 years. Still remembered mrs ng quote for us: "all the way", simple yet it means a lot. Not halfway, not ¾ way but all the way. [miss Jet, you must be a young and energetic boy by now (= ]…

 

Got this stress management talk for assembly. And then we were made to do this test. ROFL! Guitar people a.k.a emo people, got mostly below 3 [I bet eddy get full marks]. Remembered vividly that headaches and stomachaches are symptoms of stress, guess this is why everyone is enjoying this common friend. To hell you [headache] go!! Shoo! Was telling junli that aye, I am negative and yet I am positive too!! Therefore, I am POLAR. Lol! =.= cannot help it lar. It was chemistry tutorial before assembly and I was still doing corrections for the hydroxyl reaction worksheet. And that was also the thing that I stared into upon opening my eyes after the suppose-to-be-relaxing imagination prompt [or perhaps self-disillusionment]. But indeed, I do hope to be able to spend a day at the seaside alone. xP [emo again]. Heard / read about love language before so wasn't particularly excited about it. I guess such talks will act as a good form of self-reflection and perhaps reminder to those who have already known those stuff mentioned to aye, slow down, look back, reflect and then chiong in the right direction. I guess the speaker is right too [I am the kind of person who like to get to the root of the problem; and I write journals!! (erm not exactly gp journals but diary entries)], there are ways to cope with stress, just choose one that best suits you. =)

 

Wah! It is relatively late for me now [I try to cultivate the habit of 早睡早起] hence I sleep lie on my bed at about 9 plus. But then again, I usually fail to wake up or rather I choose not to wake up because aye, sleep is important. Must weigh the importance of finishing work or a tired day in school. So usually I will choose to sleep more on days which have stuff like tests [which is also, rather common]. Damn msn. Please revive. Looking at my holidays, it is as good as none. Sigh…

 

 

 

 

Yet, I love life.. polar me.. Hahaha..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

~原来最疼痛的表情 竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面 可以甜言蜜语*