Many many thanks to an ting for all the photos. It is a pity that I don't have time to go through all the photos because tomorrow have bio spa and I also have a take home test to gun down? I am really impressed by the well organisation of the photos. Good job sia… like I use to say, "photos freeze time." Since time [and tide] waits for no man [and woman], photos being able to capture time is indeed a great invention. All the stupid spastic yet happy times together… 真叫人回味与怀念. The same feeling of "glad that it happened, yet sad that it's over", 有一种"哭笑不得"的感觉. T.T union =). Perhaps it's =') haha. 我没有莎士比亚的天分，怎能写出我们的喜怒哀乐…
on the side note, I miss LILI, Jason and well, yuxin too…
Back to the present, life is much less carefree [reframed from using the term "damn stressful" – universal knowledge]. Was reflecting about what being most important and what not. These can be really difficult questions to answer. As a student, most important thing is to study, get good grades, get a decent certificate and graduate and contribute to the society and the "and"s continues. But then again, that doesn't stop us from being human, to me, what of greater importance is well, interpersonal relationship, contributing to the society, and helping others… I guess there are some overlaps but aye! There are some stuffs which are more important than others and yet, there are different ways to weigh the same issue. There is no right or wrong in my opinion, just agreeing or disagreeing ba. I guess I am a person who stands closely with what I deems as correct [who doesn't] but I meant, well, someone who others will term as too particular ba. Looking back and comparing it with the current "me", I wonder how much I have changed. For the better or worse I know not, but yes, life is a road I wanna keep going. I feel life is all about experiences, lessons and enrichment. Whatever I am doing, did, have done, I think through/emo and thought, hmm, if I had not done it this way, could there be a better way then? Gee. Guess that's make me emo, or well, perhaps, waste huge bulk of my life. in fact, I rather sacrifice sleep just to write diary [which I do every night =)], much like people sacrificing sleep to game. That brings me to the point of addiction, bleh, perhaps I am just addicted to reflecting. And judging on the heated argument debate on "if one should be emo" or "is emo good for health" [shrug, sounds a little gp x.X], I will stand on the side of pro-emo and by the way, there is a difference between emo and self-pity. I guess people fall into the habit of "self-pity" like for example, thinking that the whole world is coming to get you and get upset over it [overly exaggerated]. That is NOT what emo is about. Hahahahha. Or at least that is not what I will term emo as. Emo is more of being reflective.
So much so for emoing on the topic emo. Well, guess it is time for me to bury myself back into work. I may get addicted to mugging too, and I starting to feel it already. X.X
As much as it like on the tracks, life is long, tedious, tiring, blah blah... But it's a matter of will. Determination, or perhaps "苦中作乐" would have been a really useful habit [I am working on that]. Will like to take this opportunity to congratulate Daniel! We did 10 rounds round the track and that's a whooping 4km!!!! just like in life, as much as we wish to achieve certain goals which are seemingly too far and impossible, it will be useful on focusing on small steps. And yes, not focus on the downs of life [parallel to the cramps and stitches, the weary feet, aching back,etc], but on ways to motivate ourselves. There are people who are able to thruster over you in certain aspects [track people blasting pass us], but 别让别人的威风灭自己的志气… in the end, we still made it! Physically drained yet mentally and spiritually accomplished. We even did more sit-ups and pull-ups. =) good job sia… what's won is not just 10 rounds round the track but a great boost in the level of confidence and the strengthening of the will. When there is a will, there's a way… [provided one works for it of course]…
Many thankz to JUNLI for always being so encouraging… all the luck, 我就收下了… I need them. X) shall give you too!! Hahaaha..
There are much more areas which I need to work on. Time management will be one. I got this major weakness of misjudging time, resulting to me to fail in many aspects of life, ranging form simple stuff like being late for meeting time to the totally flopping of deadlines. Will work on that and hopefully, make me a more efficient person.
Random rubbish: take cold showers –they stimulate your senses and clears your mind… xP
Here goes the lyrics for周杰伦-回到过去
词：刘耕宏 曲：周杰伦 编曲：林迈可
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声 寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分 沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看著凌晨黄昏 你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去 试著抱你在怀里 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界，想在你梦的画面
祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜 想回到过去 试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去 分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧 这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
~脸上微笑 心舍不得*
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