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Wind flows into my house and washes across my work desk and cleanses my weary soul. Looking to my left, the moon is full, with a tint of red. The glowing ember colour seems to tell me, something yet i can't comprehend. It doesn't seem very positive to me, yet it sounded like an honest warning for something unpleasant. Shall not think too much.

 

Woke up really early [relative to other sundays], at about 600, mom woke up and prepared breakfast for us. I was already half wake, but well, aching muscles increased the cost of crawling out of bed. Still got out by 635. Since today is Vesak Day, mom said that we should make a trip down to the temple as a form of respect. Personally, i am not a very religious person but i do think that there is something worth investing in the future. In fact, i don't think it matters as to what or which god you pray to; isn't it all about investing some hope in the future? Yar lo.. For example, when you see a rainbow/shooting star, you will make a wish right? And if you do, do you wish to your god? I don't think one will make that special effort ba.

 

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Anyway, relationships are strengthen with common goals and the inverse is true too [relations may be weaken with conflicting ideologies]. So, like what my parents said, we ought to be grateful and pay respect to the religion for "guiding" us through the thick and thins of life till this current state, which is not too bad i guess. There are many ways to look at things ba. One can always be contented with the current situation and thank god for it [thinking that without the divine help, things would have been worse if current situation is bad] while one can also focusing the downs in life and lose faith. Shrugs. I guess religion is a highly complex and psychological "weapon". It is highly manipulative and effective; being able to unify so many people to a common goal [even to the extreme of giving up of their life]. Though i got to admit that i am skeptical about the existence of the entity "god", there may indeed exist such an entity that guide the natural occurring of events. So to a certain extend, what most religion are a worshiping of the word "fate".

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Since we left house really early, we made it back before 2. Finished up with my normal tutorial and assignment and went off to take a nap which stretched beyond an hour. Recharged? Not exactly, but quite sure that rest is the next best alternative to anything.

 

Oh and i decided to add that countdown here as a reminder for myself.. and i guess it is a good reminder for fellow A level candidates. No intension of adding on to already stressed up people, but a little stress is motivating...

 

 

 

well, the moon is now hanging high up in the sky.. REALLY BRIGHT!! Pardon my OB for a non-living entity called the moon, but i cant help noticing things that are in the sky.

 

 

 

 

the moon is so bright that my astigmatism made it hard to hard to distinguish its circumference from the halo formed around it...

 

 

perhaps the red to bright moon is a sign of something bad ripening into something good? Bleh.. Random.. feeble attempt to decrypt the complexity of life..

 

 

shall just enjoy the sight of it and savour the delicious breezes.. =)

 

 

 

 

~在月光下 一直找寻
那想念的身影*