Wednesday, May 14, 2008

life..

 

getting late again..

 

Life is so much like a routine. Everyday wake up, bath, pack bag [not much to do pack because i bring the same stuffs each day.. xP], brush teeth, dad fetch to sch, reach sch, lessons, recess, more lessons, go home, bath, work, diary, sleep and the cycle continues..

 

yet what differ one day from another is those little things. Greatest of all is being able to wake up and still able to drag myself off bed [usually with a bad headache, neck ache, etc]. Those little things refers to all the random events; the weather, and human to human interaction. It makes me wonder if it is even possible to predict the future. If it is possible, i think that any small act will be able to change the future dramatically [imagine doing anything just one second slower], so to a certain extend, fate [much like a term for the degree of randomness] is something rather realistic.

 

Don't feel like doing anything now. Feel as though i just want to waste the time away to tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a big day; dad will be living for China and I will be going for my scope. Can't eat after 12am in preparation for the scope. Yesterday, was grateful that mom went to CGH with me. Both mom and I got to sign 2 letters which i think is about risk declaration; one for the scope and the other for anaesthetic, the 2 risks i mentioned in the previous post..

 

everything will be fine.. i hope.. =)

 

Felt bad wasn't able to support the girls through the interhouse [year6] cuz i need to come back home.. Hope that everyone had a great time, like monday. Wasn't able to kick soccer or run the rely due to my stupid splint. I seriously wonder what the heck is taking it so freaking long to heal. X.x Personally, i think that having interhouse at a level scale is indeed just right [though i thought otherwise before it]. It does allow almost everyone to participate. =) And to a certain extend, in spite of all the competition among the house, it really felt like a whole family. Aye, the DHS year 6 big family..

 

Always imagine the journey through life as a piece of painting. Starting out with a plain white piece of paper when we were young. Good memories add nice pictures to the piece of papers and bad memories disfigure the picture.. Eventually it will become a masterpiece. I am sure everyone have experience with art in a way or another. In the process of painting, what will you do when you make an error? Since young, i have loved art. Perhaps it is due to my mom's influence. Mom always taught me this: imagine you have only one drawing block and you will have to finish the art piece with this one drawing block. So even with any error made, the error will be made into part of the art. This is a positive attitude to life; since a paint is splattered on the work, there is no turning back already. So the best way is to work around the problem, but work on it. Decorate it and that will mean acting on it. aye... That's art and life for me..

 

Was just teaching mom and dad how to msn just now. Was rather enjoyable. I even played some lame msn games with dad. LOL. So in the end, we were making video calls around the house, testing the microphones and webcams. Lots of "ring ring", followed by "ANSWER LEH!" flew across the room. Got to make it a point to be more patient when it comes to teaching com stuffs. As reflected by my parents, we are like IT pros already relative to them so they will need us to go step by step and repeat the steps again and again. It makes me think of how my parents taught me how to write when i was young. So now is my turn. Seems like quite a tough job sia. But was sure comical and enjoyable to a certain extend. To be a good teacher, packaging of data have to be good too. Made easy and enjoyable.

 

back to the analogy of life as a piece of art [ok, i am a very pictorial person], people around you will add colours to the piece of art. Yet imagine one day, a particular person's prints were erased, will this art piece be complete again? Then again, tried to imagine if i were to be erased from other's picture, what will it be like... [not much of an impact i hope]

 

one more hour and no more food for me...

 

here is a nice song.. =)

 

世界唯一的你歌词

歌手:曹格 专辑:曹格首张创作专辑(格格blue)
是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

 

 

hope i dont get hungry.. shall go pop another banana..

 

ok.. maybe 2.. more filling...

 

 

 

~就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意*

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